Dearest Sweet Ki,

In the spirit of your title, don't sweat it.

Even if I have felt a touch of your touchiness, I get it. I do. I know when things can get too much and how that can come across in the finer details. Boy, do I know that.

I know how much you appreciate all of us - my only fear would be you deciding that Medium itself all gets too much and our Mama Ki is gone. That would seriously suck. A little absence when it's needed? We all understand. Just don't go for good okay?

In the spirit of 1984 Diaries, I love you, Bird. Just don't use all the loo roll! And in the spirit of me, I appreciate you more than you can ever imagine. I respect you and all you are going through. And I trust in your heart leading you to act with love - for yourself as much as for everyone around you ❤️

The business? There's time enough for that. The cooler weather will give us more focus and space to talk about these things. No rush.

As for your decision, I can feel where you are coming from and I can really understand why you feel pulled. I am sure there is a lot to think about but it sounds like you have a lot of good reasons to return "home." Just that feeling of being surrounded by the people who love you and are looking out for you, in a place less burdened by distance and the stress that you have been dealing with sounds like your heart knows what's important.

Huge hugs coming your way across the pond. I am always here if you need to talk ❤️❤️❤️