Goodness, Simon. That's a lot to bear.

But thank you for sharing this insight. Yes, I have had moments of such intense fear around my children that I simply haven't known what to do with, other than try to rationalise with myself and replace the frightening visions with beautiful, happy ones.

I'm going to go and add it to my kindle library now. I dare say that knowing the background will enrich the experience of reading it.