Oh my goodness, I can so relate to you! I have never felt like a grownup either (my first business involved wearing fairy wings), I am a musician too (amateur but accomplished) and have fallen head over heels in love with writing. During the lockdown I was asked to write a chapter for an upcoming book, and I found having an excuse to shut the family out of my private space for hours at a time so wonderful that I vowed to find a way to do it more! So…here I am beginning my writing journey on Medium 😃